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Oh Christmas Tree by stargazer5 Oh Christmas Tree :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 1 2 New kitty by stargazer5 New kitty :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 1 5
Sometimes It's Not
Sometimes It's Not
Raven on wing flying so high,
Carry along those that will die,
Bringer of the last great sleep,
Messenger to the skies so deep,
Majestic bird with feathers of oil,
Strong bird who lives all of toil,
Munin and Hugin, Memory and Thought
Sometimes a black bird is a bird and sometimes it's not.
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Painting With A Razor Blade
Painting With A Razor Blade
A deep slice bites into my skin,
Playing a game that hurts to win,
Crimson droplets run down my arm,
The best way to show internal harm,
When I'm gone now the pain will ebb,
Allowing escape from a tangled web,
This is how I intend to leave and fade,
My canvas painting with a razor blade.
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Basking In The Sun by stargazer5 Basking In The Sun :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 5 4 Friends Are Hope by stargazer5 Friends Are Hope :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 3 9 Grey by stargazer5 Grey :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 1 5 Weird Nature by stargazer5 Weird Nature :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 4 14 Love and Passion by stargazer5 Love and Passion :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 3 6
Must Love Cats
Must Love Cats
Fur of gold to pet and rub,
Perfect cat for me to love,
Razor claws and pointed teeth,
All the better made to keep,
A quick brush along silky fur,
Rewarded with a rumbling purr,
Given a glancing nuzzled kiss,
He is mine and I am his.
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Creation is not gentle. The making of anything good isn't soft. To make and create requires roughness and passion. This includes love. Love to me is not slow or gentle, it is fast and hard. It is made from passion and desire, neither of which is a gentle emotion, it is fire and ice together.
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Lower Slaughter
Lower Slaughter
I close my eyes and travel back,
A quick trip into the distant past,
Watch the children running by,
On the corner hawkers cry,
The wind picks up the waters smell,
Clean and cold it rose and fell,
Hear the rap of feet on cobbled stones,
A sound reverberating in the bones,
I open my eyes and hear the ghost of laughter,
And smile at the times spent in Lower Slaughter.
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A Journal Of Depression
Please read the description before you read the rest.
Don't hold strong opinions about things you don't understand.
My time has come, and so I'm gone. To a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see. But it's better now, because I'm free.
Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you.
It's hard to answer the question "what's wrong" when nothings right.
Maybe one day it will be ok again. That's all I want. I don't care what it takes. I just want to be ok again.
I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts to much to hold on anymore.
You say I'm always happy, and that I'm good at what I do, but what you'll never realize is, I'm a damn good actress too.
Just because I'm smiling doesn't mean I'm happy.
Tired of living and scared of dying.
I don't necessarily want to be happy; I just want to stop feeling miserable.
I'm just learning how to smile, and that's not easy to do.
I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled
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Under The Aurora by stargazer5 Under The Aurora :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 0 0
Souls Meet
Souls Meet
Enter here two perfect mates,
Wild things with needs to sate,
She visits him always when day is done,
His heart speeds up till they beat as one,
Now on top a flash of stripe,
Rolling fur in dark of night,
Feeling his passion and his heat,
In one combined body two souls meet.
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Spring? by stargazer5 Spring? :iconstargazer5:stargazer5 1 4


Strider Lord by Anyae Strider Lord :iconanyae:Anyae 357 52 Zoe Under The Dresser by NatalieBaileyHardin Zoe Under The Dresser :iconnataliebaileyhardin:NatalieBaileyHardin 2 33 Maddox Lord by Anyae Maddox Lord :iconanyae:Anyae 428 60 Mother Earth by Anyae
Mature content
Mother Earth :iconanyae:Anyae 94 7
Mask by Anyae Mask :iconanyae:Anyae 95 4 Dragon friend by Anyae Dragon friend :iconanyae:Anyae 91 4 Dragon Friend 2 by Anyae Dragon Friend 2 :iconanyae:Anyae 110 3 Sleep by Anyae Sleep :iconanyae:Anyae 229 10 corset by Anyae corset :iconanyae:Anyae 167 4 dragon friend 3 by Anyae dragon friend 3 :iconanyae:Anyae 65 2 Beltane Holiday by Anyae Beltane Holiday :iconanyae:Anyae 224 26 Anubis by Anyae Anubis :iconanyae:Anyae 468 40 Samhain Holiday by Anyae Samhain Holiday :iconanyae:Anyae 241 25 Request 1: Dragon Lotus by Anyae Request 1: Dragon Lotus :iconanyae:Anyae 113 13 Request 2: Dragon and Mermaid by Anyae Request 2: Dragon and Mermaid :iconanyae:Anyae 368 22 Mariketa the Awaited by Anyae Mariketa the Awaited :iconanyae:Anyae 257 25


Alright, apparently the true meaning of christmas is to be selfless and that's cool and everything but when people are selfless towards me I get creeped out. For instance, last thursday someone mailed me $50 in an unsigned card and then tonight a bunch of bags of presents showed up on my porch...what's really creepy is all the towels match the colors in my bathroom and the soaps and lotions are all lightly scented like someone has been in my house and knows what I use, kinda stalker vibelike...
  • Listening to: The heater hum
  • Reading: Spell of the Highlander
  • Watching: Criminal Minds
  • Playing: Populous
  • Eating: Tai Pei Rice
  • Drinking: Water


Depends on who you're asking
United States
I am the star gazer.

Quotes of my life:

Every artist dips his brush in his own soul, and paints his own nature into his pictures. ~Henry Ward Beecher

Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep. ~Scott Adams

Life beats down and crushes the soul and art reminds you that you have one. ~Stella Adler

Painting is poetry that is seen rather than felt, and poetry is painting that is felt rather than seen. ~Leonardo da Vinci

We never really grow up, we only learn how to act in public. ~Bryan White

Man - despite his artistic pretensions, his sophistication, and his many accomplishments - owes his existence to a six inch layer of topsoil and the fact that it rains. ~Author Unknown

Barbarism is needed every four or five hundred years to bring the world back to life. Otherwise it would die of civilization. ~Edmond and Jules de Goncourt, Journal, 3 September 1855

It must be admitted that there is a degree of instability which is inconsistent with civilization. But, on the whole, the great ages have been unstable ages. ~Alfred North Whitehead

The Bible contains six admonishments to homosexuals and 362 admonishments to heterosexuals. That doesn't mean that God doesn't love heterosexuals. It's just that they need more supervision. ~Lynn Lavner

No government has the right to tell its citizens when or whom to love. The only queer people are those who don't love anybody. ~Rita Mae Brown, speech, 28 August 1982

You could move. ~Abigail Van Buren, "Dear Abby," in response to a reader who complained that a gay couple was moving in across the street and wanted to know what he could do to improve the quality of the neighborhood

Everybody's journey is individual. If you fall in love with a boy, you fall in love with a boy. The fact that many Americans consider it a disease says more about them than it does about homosexuality. ~James Baldwin

Closets are for clothes. ~Author Unknown

One should no more deplore homosexuality than left-handedness. ~Towards a Quaker View of Sex, 1964

It always seemed to me a bit pointless to disapprove of homosexuality. It's like disapproving of rain. ~Francis Maude

If you removed all of the homosexuals and homosexual influence from what is generally regarded as American culture, you would pretty much be left with "Let's Make a Deal." ~Fran Lebowitz

Nothing is more likely to make you sick than being constantly told that you are sick. ~Ronald Gold

God has given you one face, and you make yourself another. ~William Shakespeare

There is just one life for each of us: our own. ~Euripides

Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for the truth. ~Benjamin Disraeli

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind. ~Dr. Seuss

Do not follow where the path may lead. Go, instead, where there is no path and leave a trail. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Because I could not stop for Death,
He kindly stopped for me.
The Carriage held but just ourselves
And Immortality
~Emily Dickinson

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. ~Norman Cousins

To die proudly when it is no longer possible to live proudly. Death of one's own free choice, death at the proper time, with a clear head and with joyfulness, consummated in the midst of children and witnesses: so that an actual leave-taking is possible while he who is leaving is still there. ~Friedrich Nietzsche, Expeditions of an Untimely Man

Death is for many of us the gate of hell; but we are inside on the way out, not outside on the way in. ~George Bernard Shaw

Death a friend that alone can bring the peace his treasures cannot purchase, and remove the pain his physicians cannot cure. ~Mortimer Collins

Current Residence: Wisconsin
Print preference: Pristina
Favourite genre of music: Any
Favourite photographer: *shrugs*
Favourite style of art: *shrugs*
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: If it works, I'm happy
Shell of choice: Porchette
Wallpaper of choice: Kanji
Skin of choice: My own
Favourite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog
Personal Quote: Pulvis et umbra sumus ~We are dust and shadows.



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Ferry-chan Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2016  Student Writer
ExoticJackal Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2013  Hobbyist
Hey, I know you haven't been around anymore, but, I hope you're alright. If you happen to see this, message me or something, alright? Or email or... idk.
zebadjuju Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Ello? :< Ish you alives? :poke:
zebadjuju Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
miss you :C
Ferry-chan Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2011  Student Writer
Hey sissy. It's been a while since we've talked. Are yuo alright? :( Message me sometime, I worry about you.
stargazer5 Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2011
I'm not horrible, kind of hate this time of year and feel depressed but that's usual for me at christmas time. I'd check in and talk more but my new laptop doesn't run chat rooms without freezing. how have you been sissy, i miss you too
Ferry-chan Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2011  Student Writer
well it's just nice to be able to hear from you cause, like i said, i worry about ya when we go too long without talking.

I've been alright I guess. Senior year, grandma in and out of the hospital, various teenage drama... You know how it is
stargazer5 Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2011
I'm sorry about going so long between, I'll try better to at least write a journal occasionally.

Sorry to hear about your gram, know how you feel as my great-gram died not long ago, the teenage drama and senior year seem to go hand in hand from my expecrience, as soon as you graduate people suddenly become to busy with work or college to bother with petty drama.
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NatalieBaileyHardin Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
HEY! Where are you at? I'm worried about you :(
stargazer5 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2011
I have no idea anymore...
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